20110418

no one really wins this time.

drained, [dreyn], verb 1. to withdraw or draw off (a liquid) gradually; remove slowly or by degrees, as by filtration 2. to withdraw a liquid gradually from; make empty or dry by drawing off liquid 3. to exhaust the resources of 4. to deprive of strength; tire

i don't know if it's everything that's been happening over the course of the past month and a half that has caught up to me, but i'm feeling a lack of everything good/needed to push through this day. i would give anything just to sleep the day away. normally i don't like wasting my day like that, but this monday i could care less.

feeling like this always causes me to have my worst moments of weakness, too. tack on some serious pondering of the past and what i wish would happen in the future (knowing that it very well may not happen anymore) and you've got a recipe for a full collapse. 

there are just some people i really, truly miss.

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