good ol' savannah

it's where my mini vacation took me this past weekend. only seems appropriate that i update then, right? so, i'll admit...i went to savannah with the notion of really wanting to repeat the level of awesomeness of my last trip there, only to be slightly let down. the trip all-round was still great; definitely went by way too fast, but it's always tough when you come out just shy of your expectations.

i've actually got quite a bit on my mind right now, so i'm just gonna have at it.

1) i guess i'll start it out positive: i got a callback from a job that i applied for a couple weeks ago. i'm really praying all goes well and in my favor. there are some negatives to it, but i'll leave those out for the sake of keeping #1 positive.

2) found out some stuff that put my curiosity at rest. not the best news. in fact, it's pure dog shit news. nevertheless, it's what i expected.

3) i got a drunken text last night from a dear friend. all was well and sweet...aside from the fact that it was oddly specific to #2. after some investigative work (based on common sense), turns out my suspicions were correct. don't know exactly what to think of it. i'll just take it as it is, i suppose. still, it just hurts to be reminded of it.

4) in conjunction with #3, it is virtually impossible to ask, "why the obvious lack of effort in any communication?" i think this is what pains me the most. perhaps it's because it solidifies that i'm no longer of any importance to you. it's that right there, that digs a pretty fucking deep hole.