you've been on my mind...

funny how some memories can be so fuzzy and others so clear as if they happened yesterday. it's because of the clear ones that are on my mind right now that make today/tonight/tomorrow suck...big time. this blows extra hard because i just had a really awesome weekend, too.

how come i wasn't equipped with a switch to flip on and off as a i please? to be quite honest, this tired light burnt out a long time ago, yet i'm still using what little energy i've got left on this, and i haven't the slightest clue as to why. it does me no good. shit, it hasn't for quite sometime now. i have yet to get anything out of it (not that i was really expecting to). so why the fuck can't i just give it up already?  


"...sometimes is lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead." -adele